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Am I Worthwhile

Am I Worthwhile? Don’t laugh, don’t laugh, please don’t laugh at meWhen your laugh is fuelled by my anxiety.Why do you torment me when you can’t explainWhat it is I have to deal with, with my invisible pain. Depression is … Continue reading

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If We Love

Your life is not yours to give. Your life lives only in the person you gave your love to. Your life is on hold until you love. But remember this—if your love is rejected so is your life rejected, but … Continue reading

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To Pay The Price

To Pay the Price I sit and wish for silence bereft of any sound.But echoes of saddening voices are resounding all around. I hear people in the shadows that pass noisily in the night,They make me wish for anonymity and … Continue reading

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No Time For Bloody War

In the silence of the shadows
In the deepest grave that’s ever been,
Lived the voice for all reason
In a world nobody has seen. Memories will be rewrittenWith no pain allowed inside.
Tears will be forgotten.There’s no time for when you cried. In … Continue reading

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No Wish To Flee

  I search but I can never find A place for peace within my mind. No innocence left to hide the blame Nor doubt that can deny the shame. Eyes are sore from lack of sleep Whilst pain throbs in … Continue reading

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Heaven

Two are one when love decides But naught does last if either lies. Too often deceit will play a hand With stabbing pain left to withstand. But wait not the Hell that beckons me, As it will end my search … Continue reading

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Thanks

I was agonising over my latest visit to the hospital thinking of all the bad stories I’d heard about people with similar problems and how they were affected after having catheters removed. So, when I was discharged yesterday after a … Continue reading

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A Dream That Was Lost (An Epic)

Where It Began Hope got lost when he was very young Faith was waiting but he just wouldn’t come. Will came instead and with Faith made a team They don’t say very much, but what they do say they mean. … Continue reading

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Kidney Stones

On Thursday the 2nd of January, I was scheduled to have my kidney operated on to remove two stones that had become too big to pass naturally. I had met the surgeon on three occasions, twice for him to apologise … Continue reading

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Real Slow

These legs once rode horses with no stirrups nor saddle. These legs once cut through the mud for a try-saving tackle. Now they ache as every movement is a strain, And off to hospitals, I take them to explain their … Continue reading

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